Tears of
Disbelief
by Ritzy
Rithaupt
Tears,
tears, so many tears
How can
this be?
When only happiness
is wanted
The
blissful stuff that makes
The light
shine from your eyes
As you
laugh and giggle, filled with joy
The pain
comes strong stomping on your heart
Bouncing
up and down within your chest
Screaming
for release, for something to alter
To bring
back the happy times
The change
greets you daily
The loss
beats you more than any other experience
By any
living thing
The empty
chair you tried to cover
Using
heaps of clothing, books, papers and boxes
Alas, it is
still a huge empty chair
Glaring
back strangely at the loss of being happy
The gentle
one that filled that chair with human emotions:
Love,
caring, desire, friendship, sharing and
Always
being there for you is now
Gone,
gone, gone, gone
The
finality overwhelms ones soul, as though
Being
smacked by a friends hand across the face
The sting
of their fingers makes bright red marks
Setting
the stage for the emptiness
Abandoned
once again, the path has narrowed
Allowing
only one to create happiness out of darkness
The task
is harrowing beyond one’s belief
The desire
to be strong is weakening
The desire
to falter is overwhelming
Strength
comes from within the marrow
Pushing
one down the path of life
Resisting
and kicking
The
passing of time at
The loss
of a dearly beloved
